Obvious

We started as friends, but something happened inside me...
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby.

You don't ever notice me, turning on my charm...
Or wonder why I'm always where you are.

I've made it obvious,
I've done everything but say it,
I'm not so good with words, but since you never noticed the way that we belong,
I'll say it in a love song.

Thursday 1st December 2011

Today has been one of those days...
Those very strange days where describing how you feel is the hardest thing ever.

I've had an email from an ex, that I'm still friends with, but it was just a bit of a surprise, because it was quite a meaningful email, and I want to respond, but I don't really know how...

I had a nice chat about unemployment and general World topics with the bus driver today.

I even got called "Very pretty and personable", which is nice to hear :)

I've also felt quite worried and low today... but felt better when talking to a guy that works, where my meeting was held.

He always makes me smile and cheers me up, so glad he's there sometimes.

I sat in my room and cried for about an hour and a half when I got home...

I don't really know what hurt me...

I feel better now though.

Hoping to have a better day tomorrow, less sore throat and mind messing feelings, please?