Possibly the greatest cup of coffee EVER.

I've always wanted a Springer Spaniel and a Siberian Husky :)

 

Penguins < 3

:)

Speaking to Emi on the phone for about 2 hours and 15 minutes, is probably one of, if not the greatest thing to do!

Absoluetely hilarious!!

Emily says: (23:44:10)
hi babes you lookin sexy
Debbie says: (23:44:32)
hiiii
Debbie says: (23:44:40)
damn you're a sexy fish

Anna Begins...

"Everytime she sneezes I believe it's love"

Sorry =(

I feel really bad for snapping at my best friend, Ryan, earlier...

I really didn't mean to...
I feel awful.
I've had such a crap day... it was meant to be SO good... and it's all gone wrong =\

I feel ok now I guess...

I hope he's not mad at me...

< / 3

"Basically... I wish that you loved me"

Ellie Goulding

"And I am helpless sometimes...
Wishing is just no good,
  Because you don't see me like I wish you would."

Odd....

This morning I woke up at 6am... an hour before my alarm clock.

I dozed for half an hour, and woke up again at 6:30am.

I sat in bed with my laptop for a while and relaxed.
Then I went for a shower and got ready for Auntie Lynda and Leanne to arrive.

When they arrived at 9:45am, we had tea and biscuits and nattered.
It was lovely :)

Then we had fresh sandwiches.

My Nanna and Grandad suprised me by popping in, but it was nice to see them :)

I've been waiting on people all day!
Tired now!

Although, I feel pretty odd to be honest.

I don't know what I feel other than weird.

My head feels messy!

I want someone, and I totally don't know what he wants...

but it's early days...

I'll flow with it! :)

Good Morning World

I'm looking forward to Leanne and Auntie Lynda coming over today!

It'll be nice, haven't seen them in a few days...

I'll be waiting on them, which I love doing, because Mum's leg and foot still really hurts =\

Can't wait.
Goooood mood.com.

Despite him not texting back.

LOL.

Oh Emi XD

I very much enjoyed my phone chat with the bestie last night.

Full of hilarious new quotes!

Love that girl to bits.

Me: "Oh yes... I have wrinkles... I wrote Winkles first... LOL"

Emi: "LOL, must be from Evolution... EVOLUTION WINKLES"

Me: "I'm really nervous... why wouldn't he want to chat on  the phone..."
Emi: "Maybe he's got no teeth and a squeaky voice..."
Me: "Thanks Emi... lmao, I'M GUMMY"

Emi: "Say if he just had 2 front teeth..."
Me: "Well at least it's better than none, he could decorate the borders of my apple pies..."

Be Mine.

Kate Nash < 3

I read my best friend Emi's blog earlier, and she has some lyrics from a song that Kate Nash sings.
The song is called "Don't You Want to Share the Guilt"
I'd totally forgotten about it until Emi's blog reminded me, so I went on to Youtube and searched for it!

I forgot just how much I loved it :D

"I don't know how more people haven't got mental health problems...

Thinking is one of the most stressful things I have ever come across...

And not being able to articulate what I want to say, drives me crazy"

I feel like that sometimes :)

Lips

I got 140 gamer points off of Lips Party Classics tonight!
1500 medals overal,

Achieved the ranking of Superstar,

Sang 10 LPC Songs,

Sang 20 LPC Songs,

Achieved Rank of Big Bang on Co-op Mode...

I sang with Mum :)
It was nice!

And I ordered Lips: I <3 The 80s today aswell :)

Can't wait for that to arrive :D

Life Slash Dreams

"Life is Life...
Dreams are Dreams...

And I'm Floating Somewhere Inbetween.
Somewhere Inbetween"

Today has been excellent so far.

Please don't ruin it anyone!!!

I've spoken to my friends A LOT,
Ohhh they're lovely :)

Happy Happy Happy Debs :)
Cheshire Soup and Coffee Biscuits later :D

=)

Well... today was eventful.

Nice though, despite being busy.

It was nice to sit down with Mum and Dad tonight watching TV, it made a nice change.

I started talking to this guy tonight... his name is Matt, he's really nice!

He looks quite pretty too :)

I emailed him on the off chance... i'm not sure why.
But he replied, and we've been nattering.
It's been nice.

I would quite like some blogging inspiration...

:)

I had a good night tonight.

I like chattering to random people :)

"A thing of beauty is a joy forever: its loveliness increases; it will never pass into nothingness."

I love John Keats <3

 

Noah

"I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough."

Leicester :)

It's been a good day for Leicester.

Nice weather, Leicester City beat Preston 1-0 

and the Leicester Tigers beat the Harelequins 40 - 22 :)

Good day I think :D

< 3

"Did I dream... that you dreamed about me?"

Today

I just made a lovely homemade Lasagne with all fresh ingredients and with my own Cheese Sauce recipe!
It was lovely, even if I do say so myself!!

I've looked after Mum a lot today since she hurt herself last night!
I'd like to read outside... but it's a bit chilly.

Might make a chocolate fudge cake instead :D

< 3

I love Emi... very very much!

Poor Mum

So Mum fell at work tonight, and sprained her right ankle and hurt her left leg...

looks like i'll be even busier this weekend and week to come than I already usually am...

My auntie Sandra came to pick Dad up, then dropped him at British Gas, then he bought Mum home, she can barely walk =\

I got to see my aunt's new Yorkshire Terrier puppy called Alfie though.
He's so cute XD
he bit me... I assume he likes me XD haha.

HAPPY SAINT GEORGE'S DAY EVERYONE!

Holes

"I wish someone would tell me how to make things right,
instead of letting it get complicated one more time,
and I know that he knows...
That we were meant to be together,
but it's so hard...
it's so hard to let go."

Since Emi sent me this, i've listened to it a million times I'm sure.
It's so lovely! <3

Song to the Siren

"Here I am, here I am waiting to hold you.
Did I dream you dreamed about me?
Were you here when I was full sail?

Now my foolish boat is leaning, love lost on your rocks..."

"I did all my best to smile
til your singing eyes and fingers
drew me loving into your eyes."

21-04-2010

I've really enjoyed today!
I woke up at 7:30am, got a shower and got ready to go out.

We went to see my Grandma's house again today, i've been helping look after it since her death and stuff... 

It's being redecorated... and actually standing back and observing what has been done to it was hard... it's got no character anymore, it's pretty bare and bland... like all the life has been sucked out of it. It feels weird being there now...

But, it's probably one of the last times I'll have to go... since it's being put on the market soon.

We met Auntie Lynda and Leanne there, had a drink, looked at what's been done, picked up a few bits and had a chat...

I got home and within 15 minutes I walked round the corner to meet Emi.
I haven't seen her since just before Christmas 2009, so it was really lovely to see her and we had ever such a nice day!!

We went to the park, took a few pics, chatted and listened to music, then came back to mine, had a drink, an ice lolly and some sweets and chatted some more until she had to leave!
Busy night tonight, plus pampering myself if I get time :)
Should be nice!!

I feel a bit better now after chatting to Emi and Graham!

I think tonight they would have been the only people to actually understand how I felt.

I needed them tonight!

x

This Ain't A Love Song...

"And I'm a little bit lost without you... and I'm a bloody big mess inside... this ain't a love song, this is goodbye..."

...

I could really scream and cry right about now,

I feel so stressed and overwhelmed!
I'm usually so good at coping with things, but i'm cracking and I don't like it!

I've got way too much on my mind, I can't sleep, I'm not eating properly, I'm busy all the time and I don't get to relax and do things I want to do...

Today has been rotten, not only does my ex contact me and make me feel low and hurt, even though the conversation was friendly and nice,  but my other ex makes a comment that makes me feel sad...

I've ached all day, and I've had a constant headache!

Luckily I have Emi to cheer me up tomorrow!
It'll be lovely to see her.

Meet Me Halfway

"I cannot go any further than this... I want you so bad it's my only wish"

Bright Star....

"“You are always new, The last of your kisses was ever the sweetest.”

                                                                                  

                                                                             

Funny XD

  

I think this is possibly, one of the FUNNIEST photos I have ever seen!
It's the man's face that gets me everytime.
Lmao!

LOL

Voldemort in Iceland!

Today, I was on Facebook... and there's this group called "The Best Pictures of the Volcano in Iceland" and when I read it, I read it wrong...

I thought it said, "The Best Pictures of Voldemort in Iceland"
and then I had visions of Lord Voldemort with a trolley, picking up £1 pizzas and stuff...

I laughed quite a lot. 

lol :)

Harry Potter!

I'm reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows again before the film comes out!

Just refreshing my mind!
Really looking forward to it :)

: )

"She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before"

Eurgh!

Some of the day, and ALL of tonight has been absolutely rubbish!

Plans got cancelled for the day, and then a friend alters her plans for the evening meaning I can't go out anymore...

Now I have Lee Evans: Big Tour and Rocky Road Ice Cream to cheer me up... hope it works...

The Beautiful Shoes....

13/04/2010

Today was really lovely.

I woke up early and got ready to go out with my Mum to see my Grandparents.

We had a cup of tea and then went to Beaumont Leys to do some shopping!

I bought 7 really nice Birthday Cards for a £1 at Card Factory, then some essentials, I bought Mark a banana Friji milkshake, like I promised I would, then I bought a pizza, some fruit pastilles, a pair of cropped leggings, a pair of long leggings and some GORGEOUS shoes!

I'm not a big shopper, and I never buy shoes unless I have to, but I saw them and fell in love with them!

We then went to Tescos and sat in the cafe and had a tea cake and a hot chocolate!
It was really really nice!

Tonight has been different lol

I've been texting Ryan for about 11 hours haha!
And I spoke to Emi about bras! Fun times <3

Favourite Lyrics!

Randomly bored, and thought i'd type out some of my favourite lyrics from some songs :)

"Crack the shutters open wide, I want to bathe you in the light of day,

and just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body,

I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute,

because the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you"

"A moment of love, a dream, aloud, a kiss, a cry, our rights our wrongs"

"I tried out a smile, and I aimed it at you, you must have missed it, you always do"

"Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight,

I know he's there and,

You're probably hanging out and making eyes,

While across the room he stares,

I bet he gets the nerve, to walk the floor, and ask my girl to dance

and she'll say yes"

"I saw her today, I saw her face, it was a face I loved"

 "I love you through sparks and shining dragons I do"

"I like it in the city when the air is so thick, and opaque, I love to see everybody in short skirts, shorts and shades, I like it in the city when two worlds collide"

"So tell me when you hear my heart stop, you're the only one who knows,

tell me when you hear my silence, there's a possibility I wouldn't know...

So tell me when my sign is open, because you're the reason why i'm closed" 

"I want to hold you... so hear me out.

I want to show you what love's all about"

"She said if we're going to make this work, you've got to let me inside even though it hurts, don't hide the broken parts that I need to see... she said like it or not, it's the way it's got to be... you've got to love yourself if you could ever love me."

"Our love was lost, in the rubble of all the things that you, you've been dreaming of, keep me in mind, because when you're ready, I am there... to take you everytime"

"You are my sweetest downfall, I loved you first"

"Be my friend, hold me, wrap me up, unfold me, I am small and needy, warm me up and breathe me..."

"Loving you, isn't the right thing to do, how can I, ever change things that I feel, if I could, baby i'd give you my world, how can I, when you won't take it from me?"

"Is it too late to remind you, how we were? On our last days of silence, screaming blur, most of what I remember, makes me sure...

I should have stopped you from walking, out the door..."

"So I'm holding on,
(I'm still holding)

I'm holding on,

(I'm still holding)

I'm holding on,

(I'm still holding)
I'm barely, holding on to you..."

"I'm not coming back, i've done something so terrible, I'm terrified to speak but you'd expect that from me, i'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just, washing you out of my hair, and out of my mind, keeping an eye on the world, from so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now, i'm at home in the clouds, towering over your head"

"You're a beautiful... a beautiful f****d up man"

"I want something... that's purer than the water... like we were"

"If it hurts this much, then it must be love, it's a lottery, I can't wait to draw your name, i'm trying to get to you, but time isn't on my side, if the truth's the worst I can do, then I guess that I have lied, you're keeping me awake, it's been like this now for day"

"All it takes is an honest mistake and now I find you hear... I've been here before and tripped up over your shadow... but why did you run? Why did you run? I'm right here..."

"I don't want anything more than to see your face when you walk through the door, you make me beans on toast and a nice cup of tea and we'll get a chinese and watch tv"

"This bed is on fire, with passion and love, the neighbours complain about the noises above"

"I moved out of the house, so you moved in next door, I locked you out, you cut a hole in the wall, I found you sleeping next to me, I thought I was alone, you're driving me crazy... when are you coming home?"

"I know where you hide, alone in your car... I know all of the things that make you who you are. I know that goodbye, means nothing at all, it comes back and makes me, catch her everytime she falls..."

"But still you loved me... I know I get on your nerves sometimes and I don't understand why you take me as I am"

"You're the ocean, the breeze that I feel when I'm blowing my trees alone,
You're the sun that shines when the darkness strikes at night, 

You're the love of my life, you're my girl, you're my wife, you're my everything"

"I can't believe you take me as I am, am, am, even when they don't understand why, you love me"

"If I say shut your eyes, If I say shut your eyes, bury me in surprise, when I say shut your eyes... Eyes, ohhh, ohhh"

"I wish I was your favourite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world, I wish I was your favourite smile, I wish the way I dressed was your favourite kind of style... I wish you couldn't figure me out, and you always want to know what I was about... I wish you'd hold my hand, when I was upset, I wish you'd never forget, the look on my face when we first met...

Basically... I wish that you loved me...
And I wish that you needed me and I wish that you knew when I said two sugars actually I meant three and I wish that without me your heart would break and I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake"

Heavy Rain!

I loved this game SO SO much that I decided that it needed it's on spot here! Heavy Rain is just absolutely incredible! I can't really talk about it without giving away clues and the plot...

You play as 4 different characters...

Ethan Mars is a 30 something Father of two, married to Grace Mars. He's an architect who dotes on his children!

Madison Paige is a young journalist, always searching for her big break.

Scott Shelby is a 40 something Private Investigator after leaving the Police force, he is investigating the case of the Origami Killer.

and last but not least Norman Jayden, an FBI detective with a drugs problem, also investigating the case of the Origami Killer.

The story focuses on these four very different people, and at different parts, their lives all entwine! They are searching for the Origami Killer, a man or woman who kills boys aged 6 to 12 years old, leaves an orchid on their chest, coves their face in mud and leaves an origami figure in their hand!

The story is gripping, interactive and EVERY SINGLE button press can change the end of the game and how the stories progress!


There are HUNDREDS of different ways the story can go (literally) with no exaggeration!

There are 18 different epilogues and tons of different endings.

Every choice affects something different.

The game is about 8 hours long with loads and loads of gameplay value! 

I've finished it once, and I know who the killer is, but i'm going to play through it a couple more times and make different choices and then see what happens!!
 

It's Fantastic.

A must buy!

10/10 and 5 ***** stars :)

I'd reccommend it to ANYONE.

Best game i've played this year buy far.

Quantic Dreams have really done well :)

The Last Few Days!

The last few days have been awesome!!!

On Wednesday, Heavy Rain, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince and Lips Party Classics were delivered!

All 3 games are great! Heavy Rain being the best to be honest :)

On Thursday, I spent the morning sitting around playing Assassins Creed 2 and then I rang the Leisure Center to decline their job offer! Mum and I went into Market Harborough in the afternoon and I picked up some sweets and chocolates for Easter and some Strawberry scented perfume from Boots!

In the evening we got further into Heavy Rain :)

On Friday, we spent the whole day at Auntie Lynda's with Leanne, James and Leigh, oh and Max the Dog XD

We had Bacon and Mushroom cobs for lunch, then a big buffet for tea, followed by Strawberries and Cream and a slice of Homemade Cake! It was lovely!!

Then we played Lips Party Classics and Number One hits in the evening :)

Saturday was nice, we didn't do a lot, spent most of it at home, I played Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, Assassins Creed 2 and GTA 4, then played Heavy Rain (and finished it) in the evening!

Auntie Sandra, Uncle Ian, Jack and Bella the Dog came round in the evening for an hour or so and I made a lovely Homemade Lasagne! It was gorgeous!!

Today, we've had a lovely chicken roast, a slice of Homemade Lemon Cake and a Cup of Tea, now we're all sitting down relaxing. I'm going to play Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince video game in a bit and get a bit further on that!

Then maybe try and play Heavy Rain again, and do a bit more on it, maybe get a new ending or two :)