I don't really know how I feel today...

my head feels messy...

my tummy hurts...

and I feel hollow inside.

It would have been Grandma's birthday tomorrow.

It's nearly 3 months since she passed away.

I still feel lost.

I'm not sure if I've  mourned properly...

I feel there's still questions I need answering, but, only Grandma can answer them really.

I don't like this feeling.

I miss her.