Ollie and I broke up on Tuesday night... 

well, mainly Monday, but we made it official on Tuesday.

We spent all day together and went to see the Chuck Ragan gig in the evening.

He was supporting The Gaslight Anthem.

It was amazing.

But, I feel so broken, and lost...

my chest feels hot constantly and my stomach burns.

I'm tired because I can't sleep.

I can't concentrate and I miss him...

I want him back, and I pray that he'll change his mind.

He's perfect... and we're perfect together... 

And I know he knows that too.

I love him, and I know he loves me.

I'm going to be his best friend, and for now, that will have to be enough :(