I've been crying for the last 2 hours... and now I feel sick.

I just feel so worthless and useless.
I can't find a job to save my life.

I'm fat, and even though i'm trying to lose weight, it takes forever and I never look any better.
I hate the way I look 90% of the time.

I've got no money and nobody would ever want to employ me because it's been 2 years and i'm still in square one.